Thursday, December 8, 2011

coping

This week has been a very hard week for me. I experienced my second misscariage, and even though the pregnancy was a huge surprise(i had an iud in), I am so overwhelmed with grief and sadness and just left feeling numb. I feel so many things and I mostly blame myself, but this time around it's just been harder to come back around.

So I am sort of having a blah kind of week, feeling unmotivated and uninspired. 

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But i am SO extreamly thankful for the three little blessings I already have.

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They make my life complete.

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They make my heart feel full of love everyday.

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I am so so lucky.

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Sorry for the blah kind of post. I just had to get it out. But I promise, everyday I am doing so much better and so much more thankful for the blessings I have. I know things will get better/easier eventually.

5 comments:

Andrea said...

Hey, no apologizing for a blah post! We all understand, and you're just being honest. I love honest bloggers. I am so so sorry about your miscarriage. That has got to be very rough to go through. I've never had one, but not getting prego through IVF back in September still has me in tears a lot of nights. So I understand the loss of the excitement and hopes for a new little one. Hugs to you, friend! You have three cutie pies! I really love that last photos. So cute. Hang in there...and know that I'll be thinking about you and keeping you in my prayers. :)

Rebekah said...

I am so so sorry. Not that you need me to tell you, but it is okay to be hurting about this. Please don't apologize. I hope you will rest and take care of yourself and that you will allow yourself to grieve for that precious little someone. Much love and prayers.

Rachel~Wildflower Photography Studio and a little bit vintage said...

i am so sorry for your loss. :( i too have had two miscarriages so i totally understand how you feel. praying for peace, comfort and healing and that you are back to yourself in no time. :) hugs, love and prayers!

Steadfast Ahoy! said...

Bless your heart. The photos show you already know and count your blessings. You will always remember that wee life that was lost, you will treasure it forever. I'm sending hugs your way.
Rosemary

Red headed left handed Bishops said...

Kristin I am SOOO sorry! I had no idea! For the last few weeks I have had the feeling that I needed to call you and I've just been so busy with my dad and Christmas, I haven't called. I'm so sorry I'm such a flake and haven't listened to those promptings!

I hope you are doing better and let this magical time heal you. I love you and think about you often!! Please let us know if you need anything!